you’re all….awful
….:
closure could have been nice
edit nov.17.21
happy anniversary to what i wish i never started
it’s strange to think that what once was a hobby has now become something i do as classwork.
weird to think that something i find shame in has become something i receive grades for..
doing weekly blog posts for a class? weird
doing them and constantly thinking about the active era of this blog? even weirder
but to be honest with you, i wish i ended this better. more specifically, i wish i was properly able to say goodbye to what was essentially a major part of what made me realize so much wrong about myself.
not only was this started as a fun hobby/pastime but it also quickly became a place of comfort for me, as i had somewhere to put my thoughts into. however that comfort…
reflections are strange. though lingering emotions are even stranger. and if i could tell myself all the things i want to say, it would still not be enough.
knowing me, i would only say a few harsh words and leave it at that.
where was i, where am i, many questions i would love to ask but the answers aren’t important.
time is so disorienting to me. i don’t know when anything is anymore.
i say a lot of concerning things. many years of me saying something only to be responded with “thats not good” “are you okay?” and other remarks i cant be bothered to take seriously anymore as i just don’t get it. why be so concerned? it’s not genuine anyway
it’s strange. i’m scared to lose that as i feel as if that’s all i have and that’s all i am. a bundle of pessimism. what will i be when i’m out of that?
people like when i’m silent. so let’s start there
half a decade
ah. I’ve missed my anniversary by a few days.
strange how i started blogging 5 years ago. i don’t know why i really started? i guess i just wanted a place to put out my thoughts and express myself. now i just keep everything bottled up in my head, since i just tell myself to deal with whatever it is that’s a problem to me.
i know i don’t really blog anymore, since i’ve sort of lost interest in it, but to be fair i’ve lost interest in a lot of things i used to enjoy. i’ve lost motivation to really want to do anything.
but we’ve decided to take me to a therapist and so my next appointment (i’ve already had 3 visits in case you care which you most likely don’t) is supposedly next month rather than next week, due to how full the schedules are. so i guess that’s nice.
anyway, i don’t want this to continue on for too long.
happy 5 years of wordpress to me.
☆iozyne
a trip back
And we’re not even centered on the rug.
The fact that the description is purely lowercase is kind of sad.
..
I wanted to come back to this game, just to see how things are going.
Very excited to say that barely anything has changed at all!
When was the last time I played this game? Who knows!
When was the last time anyone played this game? Can’t speak for us all if I said a year or two ago, since I’m sure some still play this!
I’m surprised to say I didn’t know she still existed or was still a thing.
She speaks for us all when she says “h”.
H indeed.
I mean, having this “gold tax” at MyMall is quite useless, sure, but I assume it’s for the sake of simulating the wonders of sales tax in a realistic mall, you know?
“no. no, I don’t know.” I hear you say in your mind.
‘Twas truly horrid times. I’m very glad it’s all over now.
Thinking back, I honestly wish I never started blogging around Fantage. I don’t think I need to explain why.
Instead, let us end our journey with an excellent question.
Happy Easter,
and april fools if you celebrate that part as well.
~Pris
Oh.
Woah.
Just felt like posting something here.
…I will say, I do miss having this blog as my main blog, at the time where a lot of people blogged about fantage and we had such an active community.
….I hate everything I’ve done in the past in the fantage blogging community. I regret it all, I hate it all….
….What the hell kind of a person was I?
I should’ve never been a part of the community in the first place. An indecisive, immature mess….
…I don’t ever want to reflect back on that.
…Though, I’m amazed. 100 followers on this dumb blog….
…Who knew it was possible for someone like ME? If I can get 100 followers, anyone can…..if followers are what matter most.
~Pris
Ah, well.
I know, when I reached 100 followers (which, we’re currently at 113, or 112 if you don’t count me, thanks everyone!) I basically said to you all, “As a thank you, I’m going to abandon you guys!” and I’m sorry for that. -.-
I didn’t mean to just leave you all after reaching an amount of followers I never knew I’d really achieve. I mean, have you SEEN this blog? It’s a literal mess.
I kinda went back here and deleted a few pages, now there’s kind of like, three or four left…it looks better now, I think.
I probably should’ve abandoned you guys a bit later than I did? Not sure.
Well, this blog used to mainly be about Fantage. I don’t play Fantage anymore(and if you see me in a server, I’m only gonna be there for monthly PM gift until December), meaning that this blog is kinda useless now..?
I do post on my other blog now, however I’m only posting there about my thoughts. No, not my thoughts like, “Man, I should’ve eaten more today” or “I wonder why my sandwich was unevenly cut.” It’s more of, well, life thoughts. Here’s the first “Thoughts” post. Here’s the second “Thoughts” post.
I don’t know if any of you would like me to continue posting here, but if not, that’s fine because I’ll be posting on my other one.
What’ll I do with this blog? I guess I’ll just leave it on the floor. Or, maybe I could post about something other than Fantage. Nah, there’s nothing interesting enough that I do that’s worth posting here.
Well, I apologise for just leaving you all after I reached the goal of 100 followers. I don’t know why people still follow this blog, but thank you, I guess..?
I appreciate that, and I’ll continue to follow anyone back.
Thanks.
Updated A Page
Yes, I changed the page name from “things or facts about me” to “Things/Facts About Me”. What I did to this page was add a new fact and edit a few previous ones (and now fact number 6 looks like a mini paragraph ;v; yay me).
So if you’re interested in learning about me or you’re interested in the new fact, go ahead and check out the page!
Anyways, I know that there’s an event on Fantage, however I can’t post about it, sorry! I will post about the next event that arrives, though. (maybe it’ll be 4th of July related? or Summer related? who knows.)
I’m gonna end this post here because even though I was gonna say more, I’m terrified of being in my room right now because not too long ago did I see a mosquito fly in front of my computer like, “hey, how’s it goin’? you havin’ a good day? yeah me too” and I jumped because I hate bugs ;v;
that’s all, have a nice day♥
100 FOLLOWERS!
I legit also just woke up a few minutes ago (currently just sitting on my bed staring at my phone, writing this post) and the first thing I saw in my notifications? This.
Because of my terrible posts and my decisions with this blog, it took me basically a little over a year to get to 100, but that really doesn’t matter to me.
I want to thank TeenBlogs for being the 100th follower and Twinkels for being the 1st follower.♡
You don’t know how much this means to me, and I want to thank you all for following my blog. I didn’t think anyone would ever read my posts, like them, and sometimes even comment on them which is great. So again, I want to thank all of you for 100 followers on here.♡
There is one more person I’d like to specifically thank– and it’s pixey123456. She’s been a really good friend to me and she’s someone I can talk to when all my friends leave me(or just aren’t available). I just want to go ahead and say thanks, pixey^>^
have a nice day♡
Fantage, Oh My! Ep. 2
Before I start:
didn’t know people used the xat on here still lol
(oops I’m not logged in on the xat but that doesn’t matter)
wow rawr I thought you forgot about this
no, I didn’t!
I did…
why is it back
why can’t it be back
What is Fantage Oh My?
As stated previously, Fantage Oh My! is where I take photos of at least five weird, strange, or “funny” descriptions and comment on them! And, of course, you can send in your own weird, strange, or “funny” descriptions if you’d like, too!
Where’s the first episode?
(opens in new tab)
Can we start already?
yeah sure why not
Is this a draft?
…yes but whatever
Description #1:
“Pool parties won’t be the same”
when they see that one girl wearing this start drowning
yeah, that’s how they won’t be the same
Description #2:
(Funky Pink Pattern)
“MOM!!!!”
“Ye- oh my god what the heck are you wearing?”
“WATCH THIS MOM!”
//brings home down from edge of cliff to flat land
“Daughter… I feel so much safer ;v;”
Description #3:
(Sassy Sailor Girl)
guys am I sassy yet
do I look sassy
do I got
some sass
now
DO I LOOK LIKE
I GOT
SASS
DO I
Description #4
(Magenta Tank Top)
“Caution: Extrememly Fashionable!”
1) Caution: Terrible Spelling!
2) oo shoot be careful :0 it’s extrememly fashionable
wear with caution
Description #5
(Bubble Flip Flops)
no
no.
that is not how it works, fantage
just no
unbelieva-no
That’s it for FOM!
Were you disappointed in some of them? Were you disappointed in me? Probably.
Do you have any descriptions you want to send in? Go ahead, I’ll take some! Whether it’s sending me one, or telling me the item with the description, I’ll take any!
When is the next episode?
well, if the last episode was on my birthday (feb. 5) and today is may 28, probably in august seeing that I made this episode like 3 months later.
that’s all, have a nice day♥
updated blog look
so i decided, mocookies20 had the same blog look for a year. why not change it?
no, it’s not gonna be related to this season (spring), it’s gonna be galaxy theme :^>
so there’s a new header too, and i want to credit fantagecustommaker for the galaxy items on the edit
thank you to myself for making the header
i also removed 2 useless pages because there’s literally so many ;v;
well, that’s kinda it i guess? i didn’t do much today since i woke up at like 2pm
i’m gonna be doing a super short join.me right now so, if you wanna join then um, here you go:
join.me/737-164-093
that’s all, have a nice day♥♥
what are these things
(ones underlined in red)
i really like the astral lightning, shining star heels, divine purple onepiece, hot pink crescent hat and crescent moon hairpin
i wore them all:
next, i decided to put together the gold luxury performance, flower sandals, gold bikini with diamond, gold party hair bow, the gold shades, and the money gun:
well the car covered like most of the stuff so… here’s the stuff but with the royal throne board:
lastly, i put together an outfit i actually really like, which includes the blue tang fish board, fringe top with kimono, bubble flip flops, fringe skirt, celestial wavy hairstyle and 100 carat diamond ring:
i would definitely wear this 10/10 rawr likes it a lot
that’s all, have a nice day♥♥
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